Panic Attacks :)

Nothing is important today, except for the simple fact that my anxiety got the best of me.

By that, I mean I had a full on panic attack in the middle of my art club. Like, hyperventilating and sobbing and collapsing to the floor. You know, the whole shabang.

It was really bad. I'm not going into detail on what triggered it, but that the end of the day, I'm pretty embarrassed/exhausted. I have panic attacks all the time, but they're never that bad, neither are they ever in public.

The part that bugged me about it, was that my brother was with me. As a bit of background information, whenever Lou has a panic attack and I'm there for it, I also help him through it, always.
The second I hit the floor, I hear Lou say "what's wrong?" and then I saw him just stand there for a bit, and then walk away. He walked away while I was having a panic attack. Like, full on just decided to go back about his business.
I guess I'm just a little pissed? I shouldn't be, but I definitely am.

Anyway, Liz is trying out three horses tomorrow, so I guess I'm going with her.

Cheers.