More Exam Stress!

I've been at my dad's this weekend studying and crying.

Why?

EXAMS. EXAMS WHY.

The only exam I'm really worried about is math because I literally suck at math. By suck, I mean my current average in that class is like, maybe a 75. That bad. I had a college friend come over and tutor me like, not even five minutes ago, and we were only able to cover two chapters in one hour. I have an exam on a year's worth of math lessons within a few days.

I am also eating, like, four granola bars at once because I don't care anymore.

I also had to scratch my entry on a show this weekend so I could study.
Yay.

Also! I decided I wanted to watch a movie earlier today with Rupert Graves in it, because, you know, Rupert Graves, and I decided to watch A Room with a View. It didn't occur to me to check the rating, not that I care, I've watched my share of R-rated movies, I'm a teenager, not a five year-old that got a hold of the movie access channel.
About 30 minutes in, it was a pretty good movie. I was enjoying it, albeit, I skipped a few scenes because the story got a bit slow at times.

Then came the lake scene.
I've also watched my share of sex scenes and nude shots in movies.
But I still get squeamish at certain things, because deep down, I am still that five year-old who got a hold of the movie access channel.

I wanted to see Rupert Graves in a movie, but I didn't want to see that much of Rupert Graves.
I didn't want to see that much of anyone in a movie.
Especially not engaging in so much activity while being so, 'free'.

Regardless, I'm scarred forever.

Also! Lou and I are visiting my cousin next weekend, and also going to an anime convention while we're at it because, you know, we're nerds. Just a quick update, considering that my entries might be spotty next weekend. I'll try to write on Saturday before I leave, after I ride.

FYI: We're not dressing up as anime characters. We don't do that.
We dress up as non-anime characters instead.

That's all I've got. I haven't ridden in days and I'm going insane.

Cheers!