Our minds are a weird thing.
Mine wanted to think about Dicey today. I did a decent job of ignoring it, but I can only put something off for so long.
It'll be four years this December. I only got to know him for about half a year.
I learned a lot from him, but one of the bigger lessons I learned was that time doesn't validate a friendship or partnership. You could be friends with someone for 20 years and be closer to someone you met yesterday. It's all just a matter of compatibility.
I'd like to think Dicey and I were a perfect match. I took him for granted sometimes, but I loved him more than I thought I did. You don't realize it until it's too late, though. Maybe you're supposed to learn something out of that.
But yeah. I miss him. More than I thought I could.
I think that's all for the day. I'm sitting in the dark of my room, illuminated lightly by my string-up lights and the occasional flash of lightening.
I'd like to think it's from him.
Cheers.
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